Settling In
Nothing surprises, nothing wows
or so it seems, until –
music, oh, sweet music can do it.
Politics and train wrecks -war!
Knowing the nature of the human animal –
i can’t get excited about these things.
I used to sing in praise of unions.
People coming together.
I still am wow ‘ed by love.
Not surprised that most can’t seem to
understand me.
I sit now far from everything that was to me, me.
My home, memories bound by trees, rivers, sounds –
streets. Ancestrally i feel,
I have been in this Rhine valley before.
I can’t see much difference between my home, and here –
except for a language barrier.
The old is being swept away.
For something new, noticeable, so-called better, and different.
Just like home. Surprised not at all that the youth wish to leave.
They look like store advertisements for clothing.
Clutching their phone, far away twittering –
reeling mindless yet so real in life.
I hear a blackbird singing outside my window and wonder:
Does it knows where it is and has it
cared for its nation and place.
I am wow ‘ed by wide open spaces.
Massive rivers, small powerful slow changes.
I am surprised every day when I look at the news
that we have not blown ourselves up.
I know one thing … circles.
We are going in them, for good or bad –
who really knows anything.

Photo by Karen Stewart